nobody said love is easy.

nobody says love doesn't hurt.

nobody says love doesn't take work. a lot of work.

i just feel lucky that for the first time in my life, i want to work.  i don't want to let anything go.  i want to understand and care about every aspect of our relationship. i want to know the good, the bad, and the worst about him. and choose to love him through it all.  

some days i feel like my heart could burst because i don't just love him.

i like him so much as a person and a friend, i can't imagine my life without him.  

 he is the person i want to tell every secret to.

he is the one that i want to come with. and go with. 

last night we had our first big fight. we had the first moment where i wondered..."are we going to make it?"  i didn't handle things very well, but he just kept telling me that no matter what, he wants to make this work and we will figure it out. he didn't want to lose me.   

i feel the exact same way.  

but nobody said love was easy. 


i want him for this reason and all the other 2 million i have. but to know that someone else wants you with all your pretty amazing.